Well it was indeed kinda fun to see new 'juniors' (who are same age as us -.-) to come into the sch. but seriously, what we know more than them is only 2 months more of experience here.

Lower mandai is really a unique experience. especially the dangerous swamps and thorns. bashing you way to the lights only to meet with a wall is a once in a lifetime kind of feeling man.

Well, am i actually an introvert or an extrovert? this is really hard to determine, afterall i like the company of friends, the feeling of being able to simply talk about anything with them. but again, many times i keep feelings to myself, comments remain in my head only. It turns out that even i myself find that im as boring as it can get to talk to, because the conversation will probably head to nowhere, aka no progress or get expected answers. I really want to understand myself more, why is it that i cannot voice out my thoughts.

well if anyone happen to be wondering why the sudden emo sort of post, its because i became aware of what is happening around me. how amazingly i can sort of blend into the surrounding and turn invisible. how my voice can be unheard no matter how hard i try. how i get lost trying to follow convos, and even if i dun get lost, the convo will be short because of my responses. how annoying i can get too.

i guess people shld really develop a manner of communicating with each other more effective than words alone.